Friday, October 21, 2011

Getting into something TODAY!


One thing I hate is having an addictive attitude in all aspects.
Either to music, food or crafts I can't stop my self w/ my addictive attitude.

For now, I am into crochet.
I love doing such crafts.
What's worst, even in the car,
in the office
(while calling and selling mobile phones over the phone)

I started 2009, before I give birth.
It seems too complicated to see how does it is happening while every stroke of the hooks makes it's perfect chain.
I've tried it once to see if I can stand this kind of craft.
Then slowly but surely am wanting to learn more from it.

How to make long chains, circles, make turns to make another set of chains. then finally I had my first made crochet- crochet ring.
I don't have any pictures at all since it's been a while. But it is very funny since I've never had the chance to know this craft when I was in high or college days.

Though much of confusions and all questions in mind, I decided to learn from it with the help of my fiance's sister Elbhie.
She is really good on this stuff and seen her dedication doing the crafts as order from her work..
I daily watch her hobby while doing my own hand on my own hook that we've bought from the market w/ my new crochet ball threads.
Slowly I can make my own stuffs! I just copy the looks but make my own hook-ups and chains. Though so much trial and error, I've had my rings, purse and all of them don't have the so called professional touch after all I'm just a beginner.

Late month of the year 2009, December, I've sold roughly P300-500 worth of stuffs but not my cause since fiance's hand do it all.
I've continued doing this artsy until first quarter of 2010 until March. And then stop it since I think of some other stuffs getting because I'm getting busy with my child.

I got back when my supervisor had requested an open-head-top bonnet to be used for their vacation in Baguio. I've been paid me P180.
It's worth it though since that time I'm really such a beginner.

Then my child's young god-mother order her Pink-Fuchsia make up bag worth P500 that she
personally offer it's price according to how the bag looks so elegant w/ some beads on it.

Unfortunately, I've stopped doing this hobby up until I've been too very busy w/ other campaigns for mobile and broadband offers.

Couple of months lefts and passed by until I've tried to offer earrings in the office just within this month again..

I thought, I've forgotten how to do it again, but I was wrong which good thing I've improved my chains and finished products.

I can make my own pattern without any guides, (I really start by just watching , like with Music, I am very good just listening to it and can even copy same notes without any pieces.)

Welcome back to crochet hobby, good job since within this month only I've sold nearly a P1000 bucks which means I've already met my target to return my starter budget.


What else I would like to get back with.
My MUSIC talent.

I've been a piano teacher and even earn BIG with that.
But since I have lots of things to consider I've given it up.
My child is already 2 years old, and that's how long I've been hooked to crochet while hooked-dead with my fingers-hand-most-talent.

My child is a boy and I want him to practice and some talent like Piano and I would love to be his own teacher.'

Of course we know crochet is not for boys,
so totally, I would never initiate him to learn about it when he grow up.

I would love him to be in the music industry or even have dance class, cause he has good moves and grooves while music plays around.

* * * * *
Other's I'm thinking of (Not for Sure!)

A full time mom!
Thinking of leaving my job and stay at home to take care of my child.
Do all the chores available, since I'm not really into it.
I've grew up with my aunt's and maids who's doing all the household chores.

Luckily I've been to a boarding house to learn things I really can't do at home since we have other people to do all that.

There, I've learned to wash clothes, under wears, everything about washing things and stuffs, eating on a right diet with Vegetarian food for 2 years.
Keep track of my things since we have designated lockers.
Be friend with all the people available around.

Back to the main point!
I felt being unfair to my child since when he needs me I am not with him,( bed time, dinner, teaching easy stuffs and all)

I work night shift and went home at 4AM,
I've always seen him deep sleeping in front of the fan and not beside his father.

It breaks my heart since I want to be with my little one in his age since when grow up, like me it would be very hard to cope up with the things I haven't done and teach him how to do things right.

Mother's are best known for what's right for their child, not saying anything about fathers but more likely we offer more guidance and protection especially for our boys and girls.

Main thing, I felt so empty being a mother since I've never experience even a whole week to play and chat with my Little boy.

Thank God he is very intelligent and loving to everyone.
Keen to color and flash cards, though he speaks more of our language he also knew lots of English words and funny stuffs.
Though we cannot ensure bad words that he absorb hearing from other people, we make sure that he will eliminate those words and never try to say it again.

Still I can't get out of this job.

I need it, my family need it as well!

I need OT..


It's performance based!
Depending on how many sales do you have for the whole shift...
It's very tiring though worth it for the paid OT hours.

I need rest, that's all!

For Now, this will be all.
Being busy is very nice, so I wont be bored. ;)

Monday, October 10, 2011

what can I tell here....

I fell down the stairs this afternoon.
I felt cold skin and felt like having sprain on my lower left legs and all.
I felt like I have a heavy arm on my left since when it happened, I have my child w/ me.
Good thing he's safe and he was never hurt.
I am so much thankful still though I felt like my bones were cracked or dislocated,
still It semmed to be quite fine.
A little pain here and there.
Just told my Team Lead about it and ask that if something goes wrong
or felt so bad about it
I'll run to the clinic to have some pain killers.

I'ts my lunch time at work.
I only have 1 sale - a mobile contract.
Did check my emails and all, nothing important.
It's been souple of months when I last check my Social networks.
Seems I've been left behind.
Bt since I'm considering other things to do first, I think it's okay.
I can catch up esp. Twitter and Facebbok pages.
Just wondering who's accessing my Multiply account since
there alot of notifications and replies on my account.

I only have an hour to express my mindblowing activites and all.
I'm eating my hot cup of Nissin Beef noodles and my Skyflakes crackers.
I don't have appetite since I felt something because of what had happened this afternoon before reporting for work.

I miss my family, My Immediate family I mean. (father, motehr and brothers)
Out bonding and finghting LOL.
Soemtimes, there are some disadvantages having you own family since you have to go w/ your own and even go away from your first family.
The saddest is when they are far like cities away from your location, there are limited times only that you can get intouch w/ time even via help of great technollogy at this age.
But still very happy, thankful and the same times very blest as I have the most brightest and Intelligent Chev in the whole world.
That's my big big advantage that other's dont have ;)

I just wanted to have a happy life.


My noodles are about to run out and I only have 27 more minutes to finish this blog.
My gulp Jucie friom 711 is already through.
I felt sleepy and very heavy eyes and felling all at the same time w/ my sprain aching to death.

Lucky, I'm not late for work, though I walk slowly and very very keen on it since I don't want to feel too much pain on my left body parts.

I wish I coud blog regularly.
I could post my crochet finish products.
I don't sell unless it has been asked to be sold for my friends.
I don't give it to anyone else though since I want to see my pieces of crafts.
If I'll sell them, I'll never seen them again and what's worst, I might stop doing this hobby that sometimes awe my child to play with since I relaly wnat to finish my piece at firstly started.

I wish I could let my tab to be fixed soon and buy a mobile broadmand stick.

Sadly I have to pay all my debts first so I wont have any worries before I will end this year 2011.
See you next time I visit and when I have time and initiative to do this again regularly.

Love you Elckris Chev (my little boy)
Love you Blogger.